" I dont know what else to do. I havnt had contact with anyone for months. Nothing is permanent, and I am more alone than I have ever been in my entire life. "
" The sad thing about life, is once I was a happy unknowing little boy who had no worries. Now I dream of death and an escape from this cruel world. "
" My love for living isnt present anymore. I think this year will be it for me. I dont want to be alone anymore. I dont want to be anything. "